sadness.....accident that has past...

Last Saturday on 22nd nov..i have involve in an accident....sad really sad....
my car is totally damage... because of my careless mistake and the stupid lorry that didnt see me...
i mean wat the fuck that the i have put signal...i have not turn or go into other ppl lane....then the lorry just came to me.....and bang to my car...

this wat happen to my car after it is bang...my god...sadness bring along....
this is that stupid lorry do to me...
i really can't say anything when i saw that sad damage till like that...
i really really shock at that time...scare scare scare
but how also i need to tell my dad bout i was involve in an accident..
wat some more he just felt disspointed...
i can like to his voice that he really sad.....
not just him who felt sad... me at the owner of that car.. till now it past few day i still have the stupid memory that i can't forget bout it....many ppl call me to forget wat happen..
but i can't do..i really can't...

back to that car....i have been sent to fix..it need bout 1 month to repair le....
i have lost 1 pair of leg...i can't go anywere without my car....sad really sad...
I will always bare in mind next time must careful...

Busy busy busy.....lol....actualy i'm not that busy la...just lazy to type blog dy...haha.....
recently i have gone back to my home town...when back to hometown the feel is just the same..lol...
My mum ask me...you back to here(T.intan) wat's the feel...and wat you felt??izit happy or sad or no feel..i told her nop no feel...it just my another home,then i told her na...i have to 2 home...just the same feel...

back to hometown..

wat thing did i do or done???
go back cut my hair....done
go back seee my girlfren...done also
go back my home see on my old bed...that is done...
then when night that time.... go out with my few old fren lo...
is that feel long old feel that i miss alot... hang out till late night/early morning...
talk talk at our grand MENARA CONDONG....haha...
taling bike around the town see ppl race car or see the mat rempit doing stun..
no doub last time i'm like a bit of mat rempit lo... but wat to do..follow fren ma..
but is fun...damn fun...late night cold cold feel...
give police chase or giv thy alll stop..and ask this ask that....
but how also is fun.. get to talk with my old fren....
many many thing to talk...
then in the end all ppl also like zombie dy then back home...
i straight away back home done all thing then
see my bed just spam to the bed....

i duno...when back to hometown is just felt different..
not happy not sad...just felt different..

what's happening to me...???

OmG..!!It's getting worst and worst that i'm not being a good and responsible ppl??
many thing that i have been call to do is not being rite..
why does i being like that le... can any ppl tell me bout it?
this few month come by i dont have the rite feeling..
can't focus bout wat i do...

wat do i really think bout??
my life?
my love?
my money??
or my work that wont be finishing till end of my life....


not in good mood....haiz...

so cham.......

Hmmm...Today is my 1st day to write blog....still new bout it...lol....

How also today i really bad luck leh....like normal day i wake up then bath and so on...then i go out to my college...i went to pump petrol....when i come out that time there is a block..POLICE BLOCK!!!damn really damn~~~!!!the police STOP me...i was shock,then i cant do anything just park my car a side...then as usual...ask me...give ic and licence le....he say i didnt put savety belt...i say wAT??? are you blind cant see me using my belt??then he told me that this is record is not now wan...is last week....then i tell him wat could it possible that last week saman today block me..???then say many thing to me...bla bla bla....

Then i asked him...this saman how much...he replied not more than 200.... i say omg....RM200??i my heart die dy la i where got so many money leh...to pay....? he ask me then how..??izit want to pay..??or wan me open SAMAN...then he just walk and stop another car...Straight away i take my dompet....see on it my god...i have not enough money dy....just left Rm60....if i give him how leh....that time i really saying to my self wat the fuck... i know i wont pump petrol...then how??haiz...also cannot dy lo...called that policeman to open saman lo.....so cham....

When come back that time deng tell my parent's,my parent's at 1st say whyt you kena block...i told them the hole story....then they say also that police no use.....haiz...

That's all ba...really unlucky....end here le....late night dy...

hope tomoro be better day...